Give thanks to the Lord for he is good! His steadfast love endures forever!
As of today, I have 12 days left in GTO. Incredible!
My past few weeks in GTO have been filled with exciting, frustrating, life-altering, disappointing, moving, and difficult moments. These moments have taught me even more to give up my expectations for situations because God's plans are final and secure. Nothing can change them—not even my failures. (Above is a picture of me and “Cristo Rey”[“Christ, the King”])
This past Thursday we had ESL class at camp for the children of Tejaban. After praying about it, we decided to use this lesson to share the gospel with the children. This was a big moment for us because we had been building up to this point for almost two months. All of us were so excited and the preparations for class made us even more so. I know that we all had expectations for the class and were hoping for a revival. However, we forgot that we have an enemy who hates the word of God and will stop at nothing to prevent it from being shared with the kids of Tejaban. Oops. (Below is a picture of Florecita. She is our source of joy!)
It all started when the 15ish kids that did come to class were about an hour late. They showed up, sat down, and then the havoc reeking began. Disrespect that we had never encountered from this particular group of kids was prominent. About five minutes into class, right after the name of Jesus had been mentioned, all of the kids stood up and said that class was boring so they were leaving. In that moment, I'm sure that all six interns had the same facial expression. Our hearts were breaking. It was time to bring out the big guns....candy. Yes, that's right. We bribed the kids to stay and listen....and it worked. After everyone was back in their own chair, we started again with the vocabulary section of class. Words like “love” and “forgiveness” were strategically translated along side “Jesus”, “cross”, and “salvation”. It was going well until, ironically enough, Satan chose to use a serpent head in the pocket of a little boy to cause chaos. Needless to say, the snake head was confiscated and it ended up in my pocket. Just the fact that I had no qualms about touching the snake head and having it in my pocket showed me that God is truly changing me in many ways while I'm here. We managed to make it through class with no major disasters. After class time, we let the kids play outside on the camp. During this play time, one of the older boys tried to steal one of the basketballs, purposefully hit a sick bird out of a tree with said basketball, and hit a girl repeatedly over the head with the afore mentioned ball. The gringas were not happy. He was “sent home” which is the nice way of saying that we kicked him out of camp. That day will always be the memory that comes to mind whenever spiritual opposition is mentioned. However, despite the difficulties, I truly love these children and all that they represent for this village.
Yesterday, I was eating lunch with my sister interns and we were discussing the confusion of feelings that we are beginning to experience. We are all so excited to see our families, sleep in our own beds, walk just a few feet to the bathroom (instead of the whole length of camp), and eat Chick-fil-A. However, we are already beginning to miss loving on our kids, interacting with our team family, walking in the city, ridding the bus, and much more.
God has truly blessed me by choosing to place me here and this experience is one that I will never forget.